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While the world and the body moves…he dreams.

He’s at the table once again, dealing a hand of poker with another man, only it’s not Harry. It’s a man he recognizes all too well, except for the blood red eyes set in features he’s only ever looked at in the mirror.

And this time, he knows what to do, what to ask…he knows how to get his answers.

“Who are you?”

“I am you. I am Harry. I am the god of hindsight.”

“You’re jerking me around. What’d you do to me?”

His doppelganger regarded his hand of cards thoughtfully, his voice deeper and more resonant than his own. “I took you from the world before you got yourself killed.”

“Who. The fuck. Are you?!”

The double stilled, finally lifting his gaze back up, glaring red eyes piercing through him.

“The soul animates all living things except for us. Where our soul should live, hope has taken its place. It gives us personality and thought, animates the flesh and grants us power.” He paused, regarding Tommy with a tilt of his head. “Except for us. We have a soul, a Titan soul. A god gives us personality and thought, animates our flesh and grants us power.”

“So…you’re Epimetheus?”

The double shook his head. “Not exactly. I am all of you. At the core of that soul is a convergence, an energy that holds life fast. Memory, experience…it is why you remember. It is the place that the cup of Lethe cannot touch. Though the first of our lives is strongest in my memory, you may think of me as an echo. I am the sum of all three of you, answerable to all names and responsible to that which we all answer to: the power.”

“You’re…the one that comes out when I get pissed?”

The double nodded. “Titan fury. The impatience of brilliance. The passion of a leader. I am the one who will always know the truth of…everything. And I am the worst all three of you have to offer.”

He paused, and for a moment Tommy was spellbound as the double stood and moved around the table to face him.

“This means I will not release you until your Source has returned.”

“I don’t understand.”

“The woman who completes you. The heart of your power. Without her, you will eventually weaken and die with all you have endured.”

Before he could respond, the double laid a hand on his forehead. Healing warmth and drowsiness overtook him.

“Sleep. Awake when you can rule again.”

Unable to resist, Tommy obeyed as he was claimed by a deep, healing sleep.

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 447
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You Are Coke



A true original and classic, you represent the best of everything you can offer.

Just the right amount of sweet, just the right amount of energy... you're the life of the party.



Your best soda match: Mountain Dew



Stay away from:Dr Pepper

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"Am I in love? - Yes, since I am waiting." The other one never waits. Sometimes I want to play the part of the one who doesn’t wait; I try to busy myself elsewhere, to arrive late; but I always lose at this game: whatever I do, I find myself there, with nothing to do, punctual, even ahead of time. The lover’s fatal identity is precisely this: I am the one who waits.

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He’s afraid to tell anyone that he’s been blacking out.

Timing tells him it’s never more than a few minutes, but it’s been happening more and more often. Lost time that leaves him confused and disoriented, marveling that nobody noticed he was gone and something else had filled his skin.

He’s started to watch the red cuts and yellow bruises fading from his face less often than he watches his eyes now for some telltale hint of red.

The stronger his body gets, the weaker his soul becomes. He’s been so worried about the rage, so afraid of hurting anyone that he let The Darkness in without meaning to and now it’s killing him. It’s easier now to stay home instead of finding a fight, keeping the monster at bay…the lapses in his memory are more and more welcome with every passing day.

He can wait forever, he doesn’t get tired of waiting…he just gets tired of being alone with no end in sight. Death was an end, and he was dealing, but this is a loop he can’t break out of. It’s razor sharp and indestructible, shallow cuts along his psyche and his heart that leave him bleeding out into the world around him.

He’s looking at the picture of her in Mayilia’s room when he feels it coming, slower this time. The heat builds behind his eyes and his breath catches, heart beating so fast it threatens to quit on him.

There’s no fight as the darkness drags him under. He’s not going away, he understands that…but he’s not strong enough to wait alone anymore.

In a way, it fits…God helps those who help themselves, and that’s exactly who’s stepping in.

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A child cries. A dog barks. His hands are as warm and tender as the other when he reaches for the child and gathers her into his arms. Making soft shushing noises, he gathers the infant close and kisses her forehead gently. As she quiets, so does the dog.

“Shush, my treasure.” He soothes, blood red eyes smiling down at Mayilia Karras as she quietly gums her own fist. “I promise, I will take care of you…and your father.”

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 372

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