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If I had to compare Zee to an animal? I’d definitely have to call her a cat. What kind? Not sure, but she’s feline if ever someone was. She’s delicate and indestructible, slinky and sneaky and sexy as hell. She’s warm and loving, but she’s so much alone and she likes it that way. She’s an island unto herself, it’s her way or no way. It’s funny how little compromise is in her when we find our own middle ground all the time.

Maybe she’s a housecat that way. Not like it sounds, but like they really are. We got two of ‘em, and I think they like her a little better than me ‘cause they get her. Zee’s a hunter, but she’s a hunter with a safe harbor. She knows her environment, where the food and shelter are at and she chooses them. Dangerous as she is, she’s safe to be close to ‘cause she has her needs provided for. Hardy and Kel got Friskies and the spot by my feet on the bed, Zee? She has music, sex, and yeah, food.

And she’s got me. For whatever that means to her, she’s got everything I have. And it must mean something, ‘cause she stays. Like the cats, I can leave the door open and she won’t run away ‘cause she’s got a good thing here. She’ll scratch me if I test her patience or pull her tail, and she’ll kill anyone that messes with her young, but just like the goddamn cats she’s in bed with me every morning when I wake up.

She’s not domesticated, but I’d like to think she’s content.

I don’t own her, never have. Like our furry kids, she chose me, and as long as I respect her and let her have her head? She’ll allow me to call her mine.

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 308
Partner: Ziyah Ambrogio (

zee_ali) [Highlander OC]

Current Mood: calm

Reach out and touch me
Before I go insane
Reach out and touch me
Boy don't you make me wait
I'm a diamond and you're so on the money
Reach out and touch me
And all I need is to feel you
Reach out and touch me

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NOTE: takes place Tommy's first night home from New York. This is also per

zee_ali's request...happy belated birthday, babe! I love you more than Joanie loves Chachi!!!! :P

( May hadn’t been in bed more than five minutes when she jumped him... )

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 984

Current Mood: satisfied
Current Location: living room couch

Your Risk Taking Level: Medium

What's life without a few risks?

You're willing to be daring when the time is right.

You know that there's no reward in life without risk.

You just always make sure that you look before you leap.

Are You a Risk Taker?

And I totally spaced out on my fatherly duties, been too busy getting settled in again. The day before we left New York May hit a huge milestone.

She stood up. My baby girl's on her way to becoming a walker.

We were at Bee's place and she used the dog to get to her feet. Turn my head and she's standing there with her hands on the puppy and fighting to stay up. She stood for a full minute before she had to plop down again, but since we got home it's all she wants to do. Thank God Prom is bigger than Irina and patient as the day is long, she's always crawling after him to do her little workout routine.

Zee says she's as obsessive as I am. I say she's as stubborn as her mother.

Anyway, I'm off to drive four hours to a town that has the jail cell I'll need for my latest stunt, then off to get eviscerated. I'll let you folks know how that turns out.

...seriously, I'm kidding. Late rehearsal, we're working on a new sawing in half illusion. Catch you guys later.

Current Mood: amused

We walk through the door, and there's a huge pile of shit waiting for us in the foyer. Dad's been feeding the animals while I was gone, so had to have happened today.

Future reference: don't warn the furry children when we're coming home. They'll plan revenge on us for being away so long.

Translation? We're back in Vegas, Zee's getting used to the new house...and Sassy? You better haul your ass over here to say hello before Zee starts making cannolis and makes my waistline disappear.

Current Mood: amused

NOTE: Bee is

deep_red_bells and Zee is

zee_ali. Both are used without permission but lots of love. :P

“Wow…get a load! Bee, that’s--”

“Puh!”

“May, no…that’s just--”

“Puh! Puuuuuh, popo!”

“Mayilia…”

“PopopopPOOO!”

( Wincing a little at the tiny shriek, Tommy flashed Baileigh an apologetic grin as he passed the snapshot to Zee and set May on the floor. She promptly, and only a bit clumsily, got onto her hands and knees and started crawling towards the massive German Shepherd that was laying about a foot away. )

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 659

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Location: Bee's house

He knew the first time he went to draw her.

In the days before they realized their attraction, when he would awake intermittently to find her tangled in his sheets, he lay watching her body half-bare to his gaze and fought the urge. Soon it became a compulsion, driving him from his bed and into the guest room where he kept his drawing supplies.

He knew when the lines came with ease, dark slow strokes and lighter lines that captured the lean planes of her stomach and thighs. Sharp angles for her hips and features, careful shading to create the fullness of her lower lip and the soft fall of her hair against her cheek…it was a magic he’d never touched before.

He was half done with the sketch when it occurred to him that she was still in the other room, that he was capturing the essence of this woman from memory.

Even when he slipped back in to finish the sketch, he rarely looked up at her to get the pose he wanted. Details and feelings danced through his head and heart, teasing and tormenting him as he struggled to create a perfect representation of that boundless energy in repose. It was easier to pull the lines from his memory because they were more readily available to him than they were to his eyes.

Without his being aware of it, Ziyah had begun haunting his thoughts. Her face, her body, her essence…he had memorized them without even realizing it. She was so close he could smell her, taste her, so near that he could feel her even when they were apart.

He knew he had to be in love with her when he realized that he could draw her better with closed eyes than he could with them open.

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 301
Partner: Ziyah Ambrogio (

zee_ali) [Highlander OC]

Current Mood: loved

You Are Fairly Normal in Love

When it comes to love, you have fairly normal ideas and expectations.

Your relationships and ideas may be a bit quirky at times...

But you see love the same way as most people do.

Why You Are Normal in Love

You are normal because you first fell in love when you were 18 or younger.

You are normal because you believe a long distance relationship can work.

Why You Aren't Normal in Love

You are abnormal because you kiss on the first date.

You are abnormal because you have been in love with two people at the same time.

Are You Normal in Love?

For the record? Not only is the kissing thing insane, but seriously, this meme is unfair to those of us who've lived more than once. Sure, I love more than one person at the same time: I'm marrying Zee, I still love Bess, and I'll go to the end of days loving Pandora. She's the reason I'm here.

Now if you'll excuse me, I gotta go kill my cousin before the Darkness beats me to it.

Current Mood: annoyed



		I will marry Zee.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in California in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 8 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Black Harley Davidson.
		I will spend my days as a Short Order Chef, and live happily ever after.

See, baby? Even the meme knows we're meant to be.

Current Mood: amused

Takes place some time after this.

"Those who touch the sceptres of princes deserve no pity."

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You have accepted power. With it, you must accept the consequences.

( The consequences of power... )

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 636

Current Mood: blank

[Zee's home...and we're getting married.]

Current Mood: cheerful

It’s a trifling piece of sadism, but he can’t feel guilty about it any more than he can bring himself to turn out the light to let her sleep. She frowns, tosses and turns in his arms, but he can’t see well enough in the dark to satisfy the hunger to look his fill.

For the first night in months, he lies awake and finds his rest as his fingers map the contours of her face and body. There are wonders to be had in the simple act of mapping her face with his fingers or nuzzling her neck to feel the pulse beat strong against the skin. She sighs in her sleep as he trails his index finger down the valley between her breasts, stirs when his toes brush up her calf ticklishly.

More than once, his eyes stray to the ring on her finger, the one she won’t take off. Bruises and cuts on his body remain from where her hands dug in too tight and brushed carelessly, frantically to touch as they made love. Where the diamond found him and left its mark, he still feels the burn and relishes it. He lived with memories for too long, the reality cuts like a knife and burns with the ache in his muscles and the cuts on his skin.

He can finally rest, but the miracle of watching Zee sleep won’t let him. More than awe fills him, power whispers through every touch of skin on skin. Love reclaimed heals his broken heart, justice to serve clears his hazy memory, and faith restored rekindles the fire of magic he lost the day he lost her.

For the first time in months, he is as he once was. He is Tommy Karras again…and he’s glad.

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 296
Partner: Ziyah Ambrogio (

zee_ali) [Highlander OC]

Current Mood: content

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quizzes

May's starting to try and talk, and she's been a chatterbox since I got Zee back to Boney's place. I think she almost said 'uh oh' earlier, and she's trying to say 'picture' when she looks at Zee, but ain't getting further than 'poo.' I show her Zee's picture every night before bed, so I think she recognizes her.

Also got some good news, but I'm saving it for a post of its own, so...catch you all later.

Current Mood: chipper

You Are Snow

You are peaceful and calm. You are able to enjoy each moment.

You have a pure, gentle spirit. People automatically trust you.

You have a playful, adventurous spirit. You still feel like a kid.

You are able to find the joy in any situation. You are blissful.

Are You Rain or Snow?

For the record, I want to apologize to everyone I've been kind of weird around lately. Bee, Sass, Chan, and my new co-worker...Steph, right?

Uh...anyway.

I'm in New York right now, and I'm back to normal. May's with me, and we're both doing fine.

Zee's home.

Current Mood: content

NOTE: lyrics are from "Set Fire To The Third Bar" by Snow Patrol.

"How could this have happened? A miracle, in a time when we don't see many miraculous things!"

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Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me

She’s on the far side of him, wrapped in concrete and steel behind a wall of glass and wood. She’s in clothes that don’t quite fit, hair hanging in eyes that haven’t seen the impossible shadows. Darkness fills them, empty and afraid, but innocence in her face tells him what the voice droning in the distance is already getting to.

“…traumatic events have caused retrograde amnesia. We don’t know if she’ll ever remember who she is or what happened, we can only hope. It’s the only way to find…”

He lets the voice fall away again as he moves towards the two way mirror separating them. She’s standing now, idly wandering around the perimeter of the room. For months, he’s been wrapped in a sense of this, the moment before he walked through the door and saw her there in concrete and steel.

( The wait was over... )

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 838

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Location: NYPD station

He spits another piece of ice into the crimson-stained drain, mouth numb and still somehow burning with agony as he contemplates the sight of his own blood marring the sterile white of his kitchen sink, offset by the coffee-stained white of the tooth he lost in the earlier fight.

It’s wrong and it’s ghastly, but he’s not shocked by it. The piece of ice glitters like a diamond, catching the color of each stain as it slides and rattles almost cheerfully when it hits the surface and settles in to nestle in the little chrome sieve just above the pipe.

( It stings…but it’s beautiful... )

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 536

Current Mood: drained

"Show me a character whose life arouses my curiosity, and my flesh begins crawling with suspense."

NOTE: Though history does dictate that Houdini first met his wife when she was singing the song "Rosabelle," I'm taking a few artistic liberties with pretty much everything else surrounding the event.

( He loved her because she excited him, and she excited him because he was terribly curious about her... )

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 413

Current Mood: calm

A
• Are you available?: No.
• What is your age?: 31
• What annoys you?: Brown nosers and willful skeptics.

B
• Do you know anyone named Billy?: Yeah, a guy on Chan's stage crew.
• When is your birthday?: September 19th.
• Who is your best friend?: Sassy, Sal Vieri, Ben Crawford, Bee Solis.

C
• What's your favorite candy?: Not much for sweets...Hershey bar with almonds, I guess.
• Crush?: Mayilia Alessa Ambrogio-Karras.
• When was the last time you cried?: Last night.

D
• Do you daydream?: Of course.
• What's your favorite kind of dog?: German shepherds, I own a white one.
• What day of the week is it?: Saturday.

E
• How do you like your eggs?: In an omlette with salsa and shrimp.
• Have you ever been in the emergency room?: Multiple times.
• Ever pet an elephant? Nope.

( Rest of the alphabet under the cut... )

In other news, while I been going stir crazy waiting for some word on Zee, I've been thinking a lot about the multitude of ways I've screwed up in life. With Zee, with my daughter, with my life before, fucking everything.

So I called my Aunt Zephyr about...well, you could call it a family heirloom. She talked to Boney and my uncle and said I could have it.

The second Zee gets home...I'm done fucking things up.

Current Mood: awake

Anyone that says the perfect couple shares a connection is insane. I’m talking about all the time, being eternally bound heart and soul to another human being. It’s crap, a big steaming pile of it.

Being with Zee’s never been that way for me…we’re at odds a lot. We fought, we clashed, we didn’t agree on a lot. Sure, the stuff that counts, the stuff that brought us together, but we didn’t work ‘cause we shared some sorta perfect bond. We worked hard to make things work, but in between we had…moments.

Sometimes it was a fraction of an instant, sometimes it was a chance encounter in bed that we’d draw out, laying there as our eyes met and just basking. It was a moment where the power of what we had washed over us, the intensity of this perfect, shining thing we felt carving a moment out of time that only we could fill. We felt it, we accepted it…and we understood the power of loving each other.

There’s a great deal of peace in the perfect comprehension of being imperfect. Half of a person, a tiny part in something great and beautiful, it’s a humbling and addictive experience. That’s why love works: you start jonesing for the high of being complete.

Love is completion, peace, but it’s not a constant thing. It’s moments carved out of time, places in the fabric of existence that belong to us and us alone. We have each other only as long as we live, and we have our memories until our minds fade, but those pieces of reality itself?

Those belong to us forever.

Muse: Tommy Karras
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 273
Partner: Ziyah Ambrogio (

zee_ali) Highlander OC

Current Mood: nervous

NOTE: Too long for a drabble, but the muse got wordy. :P

She would’ve bought him a cake, decorated…she would’ve made it fun. That’s why he goes and gets a small one, smiling and aching as he finds a black tombstone candle for the top.

Alone, he lights the wick and watches it burn. He thinks of the Voisin, his own birthday six months before, and as the wax drips down he thinks of the death that’s been hanging on his soul for far too long.

In the light of the flame, he sees a shadow of her face. Shutting his eyes, he stares at the afterimage behind his eyelids until it fades and the candle burns down to nothing but a puddle of wax, dark as blood in moonlight against the thick white frosting.

Current Mood: discontent

Not exactly a fan, but Bee's into DANCING WITH THE STARS and showed me a clip from a couple seasons ago...one of the couples danced to this song, and it struck a chord.

I don't think I need to say that this goes out to Zee. I love you...and I'm waiting.

( KEEP HOLDING ON by Avril Lavigne )

Current Mood: hopeful

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[ct] 68.2 - compare your partner to an animal

[mse] 1.2 - lyrics - hilary duff

Y'all can leave me alone now, the meme defends me.

Someone at home's pissed at me.

[tmw] 11.5 - paris sunset

[ct] 65.1 - when did you know you were in love?

I agree with Bee, this meme is kinda fucked.

Got this one off Addie...

[wm] 89.2.G - Elizabeth I quote

[sws] the official announcement

[ct] 64.5 - reunite (formerly 32.1)

The blissful bride's feeding me memes today...

Got this one off my girl Bee...well, Julian's girl, anyway...

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[mad muses] april 2.5.1 - blood picture

[wm] 83.2.D - fawn m. brodie quote

Got this one off Rachel

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